I haven't posted on this blog in months. Partially, it's because I've been very busy at work. Also, I've just been ignoring this aspect of my life. I have been occasionally skimming blog posts from those whom I follow. But mostly I've just been focused on living my life. Generally, that's been okay. I've had some successes at work, and I've spent time accomplishing some things in my personal life that were amazing experiences. Unfortunately, I can't just ignore my homosexual side. It always worms its way back into my thoughts and actions. My big problem is that I just don't know what to do about it.
Anyway, for those few of you who might read this, I am generally doing well. The family is good, and I think my annual review will go well this afternoon. I'm hoping for a decent raise. Having only one income to raise a family of 6 is tough in Southern California.
On a funny note, I don't know why, but the following song that I learned at a boy scout camp when I was young was running through my head yesterday:
I don't want to go out with girls anymore.
I don't want to get married.
I only want to go out with boys I adore.
Poof, I'm a fairy.
I hope songs like that aren't being taught anymore.
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