Monday, January 26, 2009

I'm back

I've been through a lot the last few months and have not dedicated any time to blogging. I've occasionally checked up on fellow mohomies' blogs, but haven't left any comments.
It's time to blog again. I don't have anyone to talk to about this aspect of my life, and so this blog helps some. I committed myself to resuming this blog as one of my New Year's resolutions. For now, that's all I have to post. I hope to have more time to share. I know this is a strange medium for sharing personal thoughts and feelings, but thank goodness for it. Otherwise, some of us would never have a voice. For me personally, I'm beginning to realize that I need an outlet. I tend to withdraw in times of difficulty, and I have done so over the last few months. I'm not as connected with those around me as I used to be. I'm trying to be better.


Abelard Enigma said...

Welcome back

Ned said...

Welcome back and hello. I'm new here and just found your blog. I'm glad you included the scripture about Jonathan and David and the quote from Joseph Smith. I don't think your desires to be with men are wrong, no not to have sex because you are committed to your wife, but to have a good buddies where some male bonding and appropriate affection can be shared. Good luck. I hope you will continue to keep sharing.

GeckoMan said...

You said, "I'm beginning to realize that I need an outlet."

Yes, we all do. The alternatives for me are stuffing feelings and then dysfunctioning in my marriage and/or wasting time in pornland. At least with sharing ideas or whining with like-minded souls in the bloggosphere, we get things off our chest, gain new perspectives and see that we're not so alone in our 'struggles.'

Also, there remains a record for us to go back to and refresh our souls and testimony of what's happening in our lives. The act of doing that recently in my own blog convinced me that I needed to fire up the blogspot engines again.